Quote of the day

Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience.
~ Victoria Holt

I am Alive

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

Muchas Gracias Monday

Muchas Gracias Monday (Thanks Kim)

On this wonderful, yet not as wonderful as Saturday, Monday- Here are the things that I am thankful for....

*My sister Jamie. Thank you for making our life safer out on the streets! It takes courage to be a police officer, and you my dear have got it!!!!

*Work. Even though sometimes I don't want to go, I appreciate you being there.

*My boys who are crazy busy, loud, dirty, and just plain weird! I LOVE YOU!!!! I don't know what I would do without you.

Quick Update

I know, I know... I have been such a slacker! I hate that I am so busy that I can't even update my blog. I really need to just slow down and take a breather.

A lot of things have been happening in our little family. Gareth is crazy busy in Mesquite. They are working on some sort of bridge that keeps him ornery and busy! I am staying busy at the theatres. We are now getting ready for our busy season, so I am going through applications and trying to get people trained before than. The boys, well they keep me busy all in themselves. Between school, band, choir, and homework. Now they are throwing in baseball to the mixture. They have tryouts next week, and the games will start at the end of the month. Oh, and did I mention that they just got done taking the hunter safety course? I am glad to announce that they passed that with flying colors, lol...

On another note, we got to see my dad this week. I can not even tell you how happy that it makes me when I get to see him. I miss him every day, and don't know what I would do without him. So, if you are reading this dad.... I LOVE YOU!!!!

Random Update

So, just a quick update on my biggest loser challenge- I am down almost 10 pounds in 2 weeks, so YAY me!!!!

Also, because I have been so good... In return I have gotten a kidney Stone.. Oh yeah, so much fun....

Oh, PS.....

I am now the house manager at the 8!!!!!

A productive week

Ever wonder.....? If so, go read my Holler'N Holly blog and I will wonder with ya,lol....

So, this week has been full of fun activities and projects. Choir performances, baseball games, house cleaning, and to think... It is only Wednesday :)

Yesterday Eastyn had his 1 and only choir performance at school, he did a fantastic job. The only thing that I wish would have been different, is I wish they had the A/C on in the school. When you get 100 kids and 200 adults in one little auditorium, it gets extremely hot! Right after his performance, we went to Cadyn's ball game. He got to play 3rd, and did a fantastic job. Sad to say they lost the game, but they gave their all!!!

This morning Cadyn had his last choir performance, one of the songs almost made me cry. They sang You raise me Up..... It was very moving. After I left the school, I came home and started to clean the house. I haven't had a day off in awhile, so this needed to be done! Now, I am relaxing before I go to the store, ugh.... I hate the store.

I hope you all have a wonderful day!

Crazy

So a lot has been going on in the past couple weeks. Cadyn started baseball, he plays for the Yankee's which makes Aunt Kari extremely happy, and Uncle Jeff extremely upset. He is doing a fantastic job. Eastyn is playing church basketball, and has become a fan of the skateboard. He loves taking it apart and putting it back together again. It is just mind blowing how quickly they are teaching themselves new things. I love to sit and watch them figuring out something new, whether it be taking something apart, or learning to draw something. It truly is amazing!!

I have become the new House Manager at the movies. This is a honor, and a test all in one. I am sad that the previous manager decided to leave, but am happy that he thinks that I can run the theatre (especially since I have only worked there since January). It is a test, as I am still learning myself, but I have faith in myself, and I know that I will be able to give 100% and get things done. I have this motivation tool for my "movie family", which is..... Wait for it...... Wait for it...... SINGING, lol.... I will sing until things get done. Now, for those of you that have heard me sing, you can understand the motivation to get things done. I am not a good singer by any means, and if they hurry, I will shut up! Now, the downfall to this, is that they have decided to sing also, lol.... So, I guess that keeps me motivated to get my work done, lol.

Well, I will try to post more often, and until I do, just remember this......

Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase

Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze

It means no worries for the rest of your days

It's our problem-free philosophy

Hakuna Matata!

(yes, I am singing- get over it, lol)

New Blog

Wow.. 2 Posts in 1 day... I need a life, lol... Well, I have created a blog that is just from me, it has nothing to do with the Ewell family. I just needed a place to write my random thoughts, vent and anything that I think I want to post there!!!! My good friend Kari (who I have learned so much from) has a "Ramblin" blog, and I thought that it was time for me to join in and have a "Holler'n Holly" blog. So, if you would like to read it, here is the url....

http://www.holleringholly.blogspot.com/

Well, Kim seems to think that I can be creative, so.....


Another Fun Blog Game
The first five people to respond to this post will get something made by me!
My choice. For you.

This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:
1. I make no guarantees that you will like what I make! Of course, I'm sure you will love it purely because it was made by me. Right?
2. What I create will be just for you.
3. Don't hold your breath or anything, but it will be done at some point this year.
4. You have no clue what it's going to be. I have no clue what it's going to be. But it will be something.
5. I reserve the right to do something extremely strange or completely predictable.

The catch?
Oh, the catch. And yes there is a big ole' catch... is that you must repost this on your blog and offer the same to the first 5 people who do the same on your blog.
The first 5 people to do so and leave a comment win a homemade gift!
It may not be great, but it will be fun!!
* * *Oh, and be sure to post a picture of what you win when you get it!* * *

Random

RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
**(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs (+) on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

1.Born premature in Salt Lake City
2. My favorite color is Blue
3. My favorite food is Steak & Potatoes (Oh and Marla's cake)
4.I don't really like sweets.
5. I have been with Gareth for almost 15 years
6. I am the mother of 2 precious little boys
7. I had Eastyn at 16
8. I was married at 16
9. I LOVE Mexico
10. I would love to retire and move to the beach!!!
11. I can read x-rays pretty dang well for not being a trained x-ray technician.
12. I love to Country Line dance, two step and swing!!! I am a pretty good teacher also, thanks Annie & John.
13. I used to play the Violin
14. I make my bed at NIGHT before I go to bed.... and then re-make it about 2 times before I actually fall asleep.
15. I can't stand dried toothpaste in the sink.
16. I was stranded in St. Louis, MO. on 9/11 by myself!!!
17. I love camping
18. I am very close to my cousins!!!
19. I have a big heart, and it usually gets stepped on a lot
20. I was a model when I was younger (and prettier, lol)
21. I did a wedding dress commercial when I was 13 (Yes, I was the one in the wedding dress, only in Utah, lol)
22. I came in 1st place for the reflections contest when I was in 3rd grade ( I wrote a poem called "Imagine That")
23. I am not that funny of a person! But I try to be on my blog, lol.
24. I can't cook, but thanks to Marla, I try.
25. I am a very loyal friend, and would do anything for my friends and family!

I tag everyone that reads this blog!!!!!! =)

New Phone!!!

Hi everyone!

Just to let you know, I am getting a new cell phone number! I will no longer have the current one after the 6th! Call me before then or text me and I will give you the new number!

Loves =)

Just so you know!!!

Twilight Funny

I read this on Janet's blog, and thought most of you would enjoy this. If you've read Twilight and are on Facebook, I think you will understand :)

Bella Swan is moving to Forks—ugh!
Charlie Swan is watching the big game.
Bella Swan is not looking forward to the first day of school—plus the rain sux.
Mike Newton is whoa whos the hottie!!1!!LOL
Eric Yorkie commented on Mike Newton’s status:
“Dude, seriously! Wonder if she’s going to the dance with anyone…….”
Mike Newton became a fan of Hot New Girls.
Eric Yorkie became a fan of Hot New Girls.
Mike Newton and Bella Swan are now friends.
Jessica Stanley is wondering what the fuss is all about.
Jessica Stanley and Bella Swan are now friends.
Lauren Mallory is like, so over the drama.
Bella Swan is curious about those pale kids in the corner. Plus the rain sux.
Edward Cullen is slightly uncomfortable.
Edward Cullen requested to leave the group “Junior Biology.”
Bella Swan is confused.
Mike Newton and Bella Swan are attending Forks HS Prom.
Bella Swan is no longer attending Forks HS Prom.
Mike Newton and Jessica Stanley are attending Forks HS Prom.
Mike Newton created the event First Beach Bonfire!
5 of your friends are attending the event First Beach Bonfire!
Bella Swan and Jacob Black are now friends.
Edward Cullen is WAY PISSED!
Bella Swan is OMG that van almost hit me.
Bella Swan is doing a little internet research.
Jessica Stanley created the event Prom Shopping in Port Angeles.
Bella Swan is attending the event Prom Shopping in Port Angeles
Bella Swan is in the alley wondering who those creepy drunk guys are, oh well! LOL
Edward Cullen is WAY PISSED!
Bella Swan and Edward Cullen are In a Relationship.
Jessica Stanley is shocked.
Rosalie Hale is making dinner…I know, right??
Alice Cullen is feeling like everything is going to turn out ok.
Bella Swan became a fan of Vampires.
Bella Swan and Alice Cullen are now friends.
Jacob Black is wishing he was a few years older……
Jacob Black joined the group Quileute Power!!
Charlie Swan is watching the big game.
Bella Swan is dazzled.
Edward Cullen is feeling moody…and thirsty.
Emmett Cullen created the event XTreme Baseball.
8 of your friends are attending the event XTreme Baseball.
Rosalie Hale is ready to kick some a$$ at baseball tonite!
Victoria and James are In a Relationship.
James is thinking evil thoughts.
Laurent is peace out.
Edward Cullen is WAY PISSED!
Alice Cullen and Jasper Hale tagged Bella Swan in the Note “Road Trip to Phoenix!”
Bella Swan really hates Forks! PSYCH! :(
Bella Swan is OH CRAP.
Edward Cullen is in a ballet studio?
James is no longer online.
Victoria is WAY PISSED!
Bella Swan is in the hospital but omg Edward is so hot.
Jacob Black is :(

Which Character Are You?

I stole this from Dani's blog, as I LOVE Greys Anatomy!

I am Dr. Bailey:
It's no mistake that you have a reputation for being intimidating. Not bad for someone who was too shy to approach anyone but your teachers in high school. Now, you're a force to be reckoned with, a regular superhero who can do anything except balance the demands of work and home. But if anyone can do it, you can. Look at how much you've already accomplished.

Do you really think I am like Bailey???? Let me know

Summertime vs. Wintertime

So, I am sure by now you have all noticed my new background for my blog, and that it is kind of summerish! Well, I did this because I am boycotting Winter this year! Yes, you heard right.....

Gareth & I are taking our boys on their "Summer Vacation" in 19 days. We leave on the 9th, and won't get back until early morning on the 18th. We are going to have fun in the sun! Oh yeah.... Beaches, Rides, flip flops... Who could ask for anything more?

- Like I said... I am boycotting Winter this year...

Retraction!!!!

I am sorry to report that I have made a mistake and would like to publicly apologize to my Amazing mother-n-law....

I thought she said Vitamin C, but instead she said Vitamin A.... and as always, she was correct...

Particularly Vitamins D, A, and E, and many minerals help reduce allergies!!!

Allergies !!!!!

As I write, my nose is red and dripping and itches, my throat itches all the way down my esophagus, my skin is dry and (you guessed it) itchy, and I'm having a hard time breathing. I can't think through the fog of itchy, scratchy, cough and stuffiness.

Why do people get allergies? What is the purpose? I mean, we all suffer from one form of allergen to another, but what do they do? Why do they come on within seconds? You can be fine one minute, and 20 seconds later, you are in the not-so-fun world of allergies!

Well, I decided that I would do some research to see what causes allergies, (Yes, Stacey... I am taking your advice) and to find out the best remedies.

Here is what I found out.......

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Allergy is a disorder of the immune system often also referred to as atopy.

Mild allergies like hay fever are highly prevalent in the human population and cause symptoms such as allergic conjunctivitis, itchiness, and runny nose. Allergies can play a major role in conditions such as asthma. In some people, severe allergies to environmental or dietary allergens or to medication may result in life-threatening anaphylactic reactions and potentially death.

Okay, now that we know the actual "defination" of Allergy, lets find out how to ease them a little shall we?

Source: familydoctor.org

What medicines can I take to help relieve my symptoms?

Antihistamines help reduce the sneezing, runny nose and itchiness of allergies. They're more useful if you use them before you're exposed to allergens.
* "More useful if you use them before you are exposed to allergens?" Why in the hell would you want to take medication when you don't have symptoms?

Some antihistamines can cause drowsiness and dry mouth. Others are less likely to cause these side effects, but some of these require a prescription. Ask your doctor which kind is best for you.
*Drowsiness and dry mouth??? So, I go from itchy, sneezy to dry mouth? Yeah.... That sounds like fun!!

Decongestants, such as pseudoephedrine and phenylephrine help temporarily relieve the stuffy nose of allergies. Decongestants are found in many medicines and come as pills, nose sprays and nose drops. They are best used only for a short time. Nose sprays and drops shouldn't be used for more than 3 days because you can become dependent on them. This causes you to feel even more stopped-up when you try to quit using them.
*Hmmmm.... Getting addicted to a decongestant- Need I say more? What if your allergies stay longer then 3 days, then all of a sudden you are an addict?

You can buy decongestants without a doctor's prescription. However, decongestants can raise your blood pressure, so it's a good idea to talk to your family doctor before using them, especially if you have high blood pressure.
*Great, now I not only will have allergies, be potentially addicted to my nose spray, I now have to worry about having a heart attack!!! Fabulous....

Cromolyn sodium is a nasal spray that helps prevent the body's reaction to allergens. Cromolyn sodium is more helpful if you use it before you're exposed to allergens. This medicine may take 2 to 4 weeks to start working. It is available without a prescription.
*Again.... Taking or starting a medication before you have symptoms? And what is with the 2-4 weeks before it starts to work.... Like we have that long!

Nasal steroid sprays reduce the reaction of the nasal tissues to inhaled allergens. This helps relieve the swelling in your nose so that you feel less stopped-up. They come in nasal sprays that your doctor may prescribe. You won't notice their benefits for up to 2 weeks after starting them.
* So you want me to spray a steriod base medication up my nose, and wait for 2 weeks before I feel the benefits? Sure, why the hell not... I have been miserable now (according to all this helpful information) for 4-8 weeks now!

Your doctor may prescribe steroid pills for a short time or give you a steroid shot if your symptoms are severe or if other medicines aren't working for you.

Eye drops. If your other medicines are not helping enough with your itchy, watery eyes, your doctor may prescribe eye drops for you.
*Finally, something that might help right away, but you don't need a prescription for it... VISINE!!!!

Now, to answer my mother-in-law's question......."Yes, she is always right!!!"

Researchers from Harvard University have linked increasing rates of asthma and allergies with a lack of Vitamin D.

But......This is where she is incorrect (Sorry Stacey)

source: WebMD.com

Vitamin C was first touted for the common cold in the 1970s. But despite its widespread use, experts say there is very little proof that vitamin C actually has any effect on the common cold or allergies.

***** So, I know this post got a little long, but doing all the research and finding out that nothing freaking helps when you need them too... I have come to this conclusion.... wait for it........

ALLERGIES SUCK!!! (Bet you didn't know that huh, lol)

Random Pet Peeves

1. Men who leave little tiny hair in the sink after shaving! Why is it they can't wipe up their mess when they are done. I mean really- it takes 2 seconds.

2. Hard, crusted old toothpaste in the sink! Why is it, people can't wipe or rinse the toothpaste off? Gross

3. People who don't laugh, but just say "that's funny" instead. Do they really think it's funny or are they mocking me?

4. A messy bed at night! I know I am weird, but I HAVE to make the bed right before I get into it. The sheets, blankets and pillows have to be in their right place. Can't sleep if they are not.

5. People who sing at the top of their lungs, and don't even know the words to the song. Come on people... Learn the words!!!

6. People who say, "I know how you feel". When they don't. They have never been in the situation. So, NO- You don't know how I feel, or how anyone else feels. So, don't say it unless you actually know what the person is going through..... (Sorry, that one I had to vent)

7. Stupid people. I know there are people that might not have a college education, or even a high school education, but ..... Do you really have to act like you are 2? You are smart, you have learned something in your life, act like it! Don't just play the poor-poor-pitiful-stupid-me! (by the way, that was a hyphenated modifier, in case you didn't know, lol )

8. Bad shopping carts! Why on earth do stores keep them, when they know that the wheels are bad, and eventually they are going to hurt someone????

9. Telemarketers!!! I understand that some people need a job, but really???? Can't you call at a decent time, not at the crack of dawn or at 11:00 at night! Also, if we ask you not to call, don't call us right back, it is just plain ass rude!!!!! UGH....

10. People that give up to easily! We all have our struggles, but we all can get up every morning, and just thank God, that you are still alive and have people that love and care about you.... Don't dwell on the big things, because eventually they will be the little things.

Snow White

I stole this from Krystal's blog, just out of curiosity on my part. What are the questions? What are the correct answers? Do you have to have seen all the princess movies over and over to understand?

Well, I took the quiz and it shows that I would be Snow White! What do you all think, does it fit me?

Pure and trusting. You are a gentle soul who can get along with just about anyone. Everyone you meet instantly falls in love with you. How can they resist? You have a pure, lovable nature that's irresistible. Just don't trust everyone who comes across your path.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

Ugh!!!!

Ok, so I realize my last post was a little PG-13ish, and I apologize for that, but haven't you ever just felt like that? Where you don't care what people think or do? I am having one of those days where I am just irritated. Don't know why I am irritated, I just am. Work is fine, my boys are fine, I am just in one of those moods. I have been under a little bit of stress lately, but all and all I just can't figure out why the irritation!!!

I guess I will just have to chalk it up to the change in the weather (which I LOVE by the way)...

Women, geesh! LOL